I’m doing it.
Today will mark the day that I embark on the journey of losing weight. Right now I weigh 219 Ibs. By this same time on August 28 (the day before classes begin) I want to weigh 180 Ibs. With exercising, diet, and cutting out all fizzy drinks I’m sure I can do this.
For the past 20 years I have felt fat, disgusting, and no where near beautiful. However, during my time in France I realized that I am beautiful, but there is still something missing. I do love myself, but not when I am allowing myself to become so unhealthy. I feel greasy all the time! I feel worthless and like no one will ever want to be with me. It’s time to do something for myself. I’m doing this. I AM DOING THIS.
Chuck Palahniuk (via drowsypoets)
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